woke up early to go sch
from 9 to 5, gahhhh :/
didnt know i can bloody hiao dance like this
but yeah made a new routine with best :D

kayxz it was raining damn big
had my sandwich at home
bathe, did my work and fell aslp again
woke up then prac cheer, talked on phone

hmm my skaterboy's out now
meeting up tmr and stuff(:

oie marsions
you dont see me treating you last time
the way you treat me now right
you'r not the only that can fume okay
i got more to fume luh
im trying so hard to be there for you
then you like that
if i dont feel bad then i feel what, good isit?
im not a physk eh!

damn why's everyone having r/s probs around me
rawrrrr

me against the world

11:04 PM

went school and stuff
failed maths test
it was like i fell to rock bottom
seriously soda pop were floating around my head
but no i played kewl

and damn, why isit everytime someone
gets into a r/s and just frowns or something
everyone will be like, eh why sad, boyfwen arh
must everything revolve around guys?
i doubt so

almost got stalked home
stupid siquan i'll get nicholas and alex find you in sch soon
stay away physk

tmr got cheer practice still
urghhhhhh
hmm boy's at zouk out now
yeah i kinda miss him too

well its a cruel truth
and things wasnt suppose to happen so fast
but never say never
so here i am being with you now...

i just miss those times
when i thought i have all the time in the world

11:25 PM

im home from tuition
tesselyn, im sure you will find a better guy soon
and LC, im really happy for you babe
i was alil distracted in class
stupid tricia and your boyfwen, go away from me

but when i was home
i sat on bed and thought
isit just me or what
i need assurance from you
maybe because things are going fast thats why
but im sure we can manage right
but still im scared

there's just so much happenings now
in my life
i feel like im torn apart
isit too much to ask for your assurance?
but i dont wanna be thought in the way of clingy

tonight, i've fallen and i can't get up

10:19 PM

urghh im so tired
irregular sleeping hours
cheer prac is taking up alot of my time now
FnN is friggin not done
and im just very tired

went school today
yes i was greeted with all the silly tones
yup and i told the clique and brigiee
kayxz i love them all

anw im not fully in cheer squad alr
and please im not taking the advantage to SKIVE
just cuz im vice cap?
dont pull other things in when you wanna comment me
he's got nothing to do with it
cuz if you pull him in, i'll put your HER in alright
and i dont want us to fall out as friends
you know how tiring it is
when im spending loads of time on it
that i slow down in studying already
i feel terrible alright
and today is the first and last time
im gonna voice this out, damn
15 more days to pull through
and yes i will pull through
and throw the pokeball at the end of the day

boy i wish you were here

seoul garden and carroting with marsions soon

4:06 PM

today was just whoosh
went macs at bugis damn early
with jonathan, rini and velcro guy
stupid e-learning web
went arcade then watched movie
"he's just not that into you"
nice movie, now i know guy's excuses
of how they show they are into you
but actually they'r NOT

then went starbux for awhile
then went separate ways
so me and jon went mini arcade
he brought me to school(:

had cheer prac, silly hypertards from cheer


when you come close
my heart beats fast
when you hold me
my heart stops beating
i think im very much in love now


Marsions i loveyouuu
soon we go seoul garden kay
and i'll kidnap a braces guy for you
thanks for the notebook:DDDD

Peiling please be more alert
dont let people touch you like that
im here always kay, love you

8:54 PM

okay cheer was fine today
but captain was superduperurber late
kayxz kewt lil juniors(:

met chester and mandy for dinner
had mine at home so saw them eat
hee mandy's so sweet to chester((:
haha didnt disturb them so i came home

tomorrow morning going bugis
meeting jonathan, rini and velcro guy
gonna be fun i suppose:D

and its friggin funny to talk to these ppl
like shannon, tesselyn and desiree
they make people laugh like alotalotalot
esp desiree, gawd i miss her
shall meet up soon babe(:

lily allen, fear

11:15 PM

ystd i told chesternuts
i said i think i've fallen
and today i wake up
with no assurance

im scared
i already plunge half way in
when i wasn't intending to
and if you walk off now
i'll screw up bad

today i'll see
if its really real
show me you'r not plastic

e-learning's a lag jet
going for cheer soon

1/3 you
1/3 cheer
1/3 school work
fillings in my head

11:20 AM

cheer in sch
is driving me nuts with affairs and issues
gahhhhhhhhhhhhh

came home, fell aslp
then after dinner
walked to greatworld myself
happily shopping on my own
went sasa, then regretted buying the things
67 bucks flown away, damn
bought elmo cup :D
got a plain top at discount

saw timothy and his clique
didnt see them till they came up to me
kewt larh his fren got bracesss
kayxz then went ben and jerry
walked home past cyrus
bought starbux

no its not emo shopping on my own
its more like more carefree sort of feeling
heehee ^^V

gawd all of them so kewt larh
funny people(:
haha rini velcro and shane
the love circle

yay no sch tmr
but still need go for cheer :S

there are moments
when i dont know if its real
its like caramel love

10:31 PM

im in school lab again
cheer prac again later
flunk FnN test cuz I fell aslp
yeah I guess im tireddd
after talking on the phone last night

eediot chester, stop reading ppl’s mind

ystd was just terrible
went cyrus like twice in a day
then brought the idiots
to get formal wear at zara and topman
played L4D at cyrus,
motion sickness after 1/2 a match
so friendster and blog hopped

14 march hurry comeeee

I don’t know man
Im scared, scared of the same thing happening again
But I’ll be strong, time will prove everything right
Yeah im on the edge of the cliff now

Chester found a girlfwen!
Better last long with this one kayxz

update more at home

1:19 PM

gawd ystd was just K.R.A.Z.Y
i didnt wear the grey dress cuz i thought i looked fat :/
but i totally regretted not wearing it when i saw the rest
damn and i look frigginly kiddy ystd
urghhh, i shld have worn the grey one out

hmm im sorraye cass
was suppose to make you feel better but...
hope you like the black balloon i got for you(:
i love you, cheer up please

hmm sorraye to those i ran off from town
but im sure we will meet up again very soon

thanks for the bag and chocolates(:

i was very shy cuz i didnt know what to say
but yeah after awhile it felt okaay alr
walked about town
then went parklane for arcade and pool
haha the guys were kewl peoplezz
with the hoodies and all
and they all sounded silly when they were high
and i think rini set eyes on one of them aye
but a different one set eyes on her!
frigging funnyaye(:
yup had fun and stuff
hope to hang out with them again soon:D

yeah man victor, i slept with a smile!
anyway its time to start studying alr
next outing is erm 14 march
14 march is a special day
so im allowing myself an off day

kayxz im super tired
stupid roy and his friends slept over
so i tagged along with them to lan
but i came back first
and i have to acc him to wisma later
getting him clothes at topman

hilarious conference with me, superbabe and a stranger
we were trying to pull off as PL
cuz he wanted to go after her
then the guy didnt believe
but i told him if dont believe we meet out
then he said something like he scared of les
so he hang, so we laughed all the way

you seem to be one step ahead
and i think im falling

12:02 PM

bloody hiao woke up from chester's call
"michie, want go cyrus?"
eh idiot i talk to you until so late
you think i got the energy
besides all the cheer prac is making me ache all over
eediotttttt monkey


cliques++++ outing today
i cant wait
sucks cuz i dont know what to wear
i feel fat in the dress
arghhh damn it

haiz okay i shall not care
besides im wearing for the girls
not for anyone else to see
the rest can bloody hiao fuck off
its my last time to be wild
i dont have time to care

sch babes meeting jonathan clique and stuff
then gonna jump on alot of ppl too
like ks fwen, ah chek, jerome, casselyn
and many more cliques
been super long since i last met out with them
at night then meeting INC clique

demands for my parcel LEXEOUS TAN

10:09 AM

finally pulled through school
went for counseling, so much better alr
went for cheer, jumped about
super hyper cuz im excited
and nothing to stress about at least for now

hey seniors, give us a chance to lead
save the stress for the captain
everyone's alr having much stress
dont add more to us, arghhhhhh
stiff arms and flex back
yeah i love cheer at least

went chester place
watched the movie the HITCHER
gawd i got so scared
we were both hiding at different parts of the room
damn retarded, he tell me dont scared
in the end also ownself cover with cushion
you'r so funnaye larh bestfwen(:

and lastly i CANT wait for tmr
last outing to really go wild
so i dont care i wanna meet manymany peeps pls
and thanks to those surprising ones:D

for LC, dont worry kay
i pray for you not to go in(:
cassey tmr i make sure you feel better (:
idiotic roysten teng, im your sister eh
dont you have any bloody hiao respect for me
or even the way you talk to mummy, you IDIOT

wl tmr they all wearing dresses
i am too. but
i dont have shoes to go with my dress
so it means SNEAKERS, and its comfortable too:D
*ignores ppl that disapproves
seriously i shld have thought of all this
before i started going the girly way
but at least im still being myself

i love the peekture
it describes everything at this moment

^^V

12:13 AM

Caution, michie's seeing the counsellor tmr
yeah im sick physically and mentally
mentally from all the stress
physically from cheer prac and stretching

if you aint my friend
i would have walked out of the squad
but i made a commitment
and i'll never walk out on friends like you
so i'll just go along okaay
*sighhhhhh

chester walked home with me
he brought me coke :DDD
coke=hyper medicine
went for tuition
talked all the way with LC and tesselyn
gawd she's damn cute and funny(:
LC's story is just totally unexpected man

im sorry larh best(in sch)
im very phucked up
so i dont know what im saying
so i said bye in order not to continue fighting
see you in sch tmr kay
omg im very stress

and im dying to go out this sat
sch clique meeting jonathan clique
like shane, han all inside
gonna be fun i supposed
last sat to go out and get wild
before i turn to my books totally
gotta camwhore for memories

kay tmr is the last day of test week
finally.
and im seeing the counsellor tmr
im much better already

lexeous, your parcel never arrived :(
and i miss you so bad
can you just bloody FEDex yoursef back
the INC clique needs youuuuuu

10:05 PM

i had enough
but still i have to go on
schools a drag
whywhywhy
if only i went in outram
i join rock-climbing
but no, elders had to "make" it a bad sch
wished for queensway's female soccer cca
NO, elders had to "make" it a bad sch

you know i make it an effort
to go but do you know how it feels
i doubt anyone knows other than rini
cuz she been through what i been through
thanks for being there when i cried
i totally dislike this cca

i juggle stress
sch work, cheer prac, cca timings, house affairs
i keep telling myself not to give up
but its really hard, im very tired
im still learning to cope

i wonder whose gonna be there
when everybody's so occupied like me now

10:14 PM

arghh my head is killin me
study, cheer prac, study cheer prac
its full of school stuff
but still i forced my love on sch

2 demerits for ponning cca
i kinda regret for the past
i hope its not too late even if i start now

i wailed on best friend today
thanks for your ever ready shoulder
was on the verge of breaking down due to stress
and i cried out of frustration
thanks chester, love you(:

we shall see how things go
but this sat is most probably
the last time im getting wild outside
after that, its time to stay home and be a nerd

i dont have much time to lose
and neither do i wanna lose time

and to you pri sch girlfren:
i dont give a damn if you'r with some guy?
hello i dont even know you well enough
its not like im bothered
i dont need boyfriends like you to survive
you'r a terrible player, biatch

flunked test i supposed

i dont know what i want
so the best is dont overthink
got it?
cuz things might not turn out
like what you expected

10:47 PM

hello im extremely happy
domic and his fr Mathew hop on bus
and walked home with me:D

my v days gifts pissed roy off
thank kiew to all the babes
peiling for cookies and balloon
siti for cookies
hazil nut for duckey clip
cassey for rose
dagna for candyy
rini for rose and flowers :O i <3
MARSIONS, for hamburger box and doll
though im scared of dolls

big thank kiew to these ppl
this part is being forced to type out one
chester for plastic heartz and meal
hunwei for balloons
domic for plushie ((:
lexeous for his parcel(havent arrived yet)

thanks for giving me these things
they are very much appreciated

anyway i'll go with which ever
thats makes the move first
only at the right time

gonna burn midnight oil again later
cant wait for saturday
girls day out

Feminine will be the word

9:41 PM

im going insane
i've been studying and studying
studying when everyone's out dating
studying when people are sleeping
and if i dont pass all my test this week
i will really go insane

and i dont feel like answering questions
questions that makes me think more
keep silent chesternuts
i'll see how things go
if i really fall into it
i'll keep you informed, ediot (:

kay im burning midnight oil tonight
though i really wanna sleep

btw, thanks for lunchbox marsions(:

thinking out loud, lesley roy

10:20 PM

hello, superbabe's at my hse now(:
she got probation dont have to go in
love the judge((((:
kay im rather happy now
cuz she appeared at my doorstep with cookies
belated v day gift from her(:

and last night when we talked
he said he got me something
i hope to be surprised then(:

CasseyWassMarch, dont be disheartened
MichieAj's here always for you alright
no matter what, stay strong kay
i love you :D

Mummy, im gonna pray to god
for your eyes to recover okay
damn that stupid bacteria <3

im gonna start studying again soon

1:48 PM

lecture for myself

MICHIE AJ, this is bad
why are you so useless
didnt you wanted to be strong
why be so jelly mode now
why allow something unexpected
to make you go all soft jelly like

i didnt expect this
i didnt thought it will happen
my important peeps asked
"are you going for this one?"
i answered i dont know

i dont wanna plunge myself in that situation
whereby im the only one in the long run
unless you show me your assurance
but i'm doubtful

im frowning
and you'r the reason why

11:01 PM

HAPPY V DAY :D
haha no that peeture isnt for me
its for those without a date and feeling sad
im dating my books so im not sad

though i could had went out with those that asked
but still i only wanna date someone i like on this special day
but nvm(:


i wasn't looking for this
what is this
i don't know
you know i was doing just fine
by myself
on my own
tell me how to stop this feeling

Pussycat dolls, I'm done

its what im feeling now

3:06 PM

school sucked major today
had cramps and went sickbay
and didnt went for hse meeting
damn all the cheerleaders who cant commit

late lunched with chester
boy brought me to greatworld
and tried to kill me with coke again, Ediot
then hunwei and casselyn came awhile
haha hunwei got me and her a pink balloon each
thank you peeps for the advanced FRIENDSHIP valentine

yup and so he's going somewhere
for a while
and we shall communicate online

yeah my supposingly date is farfar away now
and so im dating my books too
cuz its test week starting on monday
wow benji just reminded me its past 12 alr
okay happy v day to all couples

i think when you'r with someone you truly like/love
everyday will be like valentines day
and it will only be even more special
when you'r out with someone you like
not anyhow with some casual other person
thats what michie thinks(:

i know its gonna be awhile
but i supposed its alright(:
and i wish nothing will affect you
in forms of actions or words
against the way you see me in

12:05 AM

uh oh im in trouble

alright sch was boring today
i couldnt focus
cuz i was busy smiling to myself
and then grumbling bout some issue
damn i feel like such a retard

kay then had cheer stuff
so annoyed with J
cuz she's trying to take charge again
hello you aint captain this year
give my friend a chance to lead man
and i feel like dropping out of the squad
and join the screaming sidelines
i dont know
though im excited about the costume
eletrico mysteric emo(nad's idea) ballet theme

hmm you know your words
sounds like candy to me
is everything really real
or you'r just an illusion
tell me

10:58 PM

gawd i feel so retarded
its been quite awhile already
and its happening to me now again
im smiling to myself like some retard again

okay today sch end
rushed home, did everything then went town
went skatepark first
got no one other than this guy, karmal
yeah kewl talked abit and tried to skate

THEN

i tried his board and didnt see my way
and was saying this
"eh your board is so kewl, can turn so easily"
and when i looked up i saw this guy in front of me
yeah i felt super retarded at that time
then ran about the park with nad
sat there and slack

yeah erm i dont know why
but my sight didnt leave him
well in the end the clique and i
were debating whether or not i shld go know him
then he came over and talked to me
which was really surprising

hmm then it rained so we went plaza
got told by security no skating, oops
went arcade but didnt play
met up with cass, camwhored alot
peetures to be put up soon

cass was repeating again and again
"michie, why you blushing, isit make up?"
then i answered no, i dont know
natural cuz usually i exercise then my cheeks turn pink
but turned out no its sunburnt
how retarded can it be man

last night i rmb clearly
i said i will try not to like anyone this year
but damn, i wonder if its counted broken words today

RAWR michie wake up
there's physics test tmr
stop dreamingggg

yea i think he's kewt

9:47 PM

i bought a yakpak
(its a gd brand of bagpack)
i digged out all my coins
just nice able to pay (:
first thing i bought for myself this ex

school was boring
had cheer audtions
only 5 kiddos came
yeah nad brought them all in
i really wonder if i shld join the squad
or stand at side lines to scream
hard to choose :(

peiling's hearing is delayed
because they say what got change in the case
ah chek also got case
all the best aye, peeps
i send my concern

im gonna skate tmr
but not forgetting to study for physics either
skated with twin today
had dinner with chester(:
boy brought me to have ice cream
thanks bestfwen, iie lurbxz eiiux worxz
glad you'r over the breakdown mode already(:

i shldnt be afraid of being alone
i have to be strong strong strong

no boys coming in
till everything comes to a stop

i miss lexeous like alot
with you gone, the clique falling apart
hurry come back
surprise me and chester wouldnt you
i cant wait
seeing you on my birthday
:DDDDDDD
and yes your angmoh girlfwen
is super hot man!

9:21 PM

im really on my own now
i went to school troubled
but i played cool
didnt bother talking much
cuz i dont see a need to

you seem mature
but actually the childish one is you
i just dont wanna waste my time
bothering bout stuff or ppl like you
only pri sch kids plays friendship games like that

whats said is already said
i dont bear grudges really
but this time its just hmm how shld i say
overboard, though it passed.
just to let you know
the words will replay time to time in me again

i merely wanted to find someone
someone to acc me to get things
but NO everyone was bloody busy
they didnt bother at all
i was so angry i felt like stabbing everyone and myself
this was how bad it was
but of course im not stupid to hurt myself

i cabbed home and teared in anger
no one's there anymore
with da ge and peiling going in
im really on my bloody own
i cant expect chester to always be by me
sch is getting tougher for him now in JC

i really just have to be on my own now
this situation is different from before
because this time im on my own with no one
unlike the past even when im alone
i know i still can count on these people
but now they'r no longer there


Msg to my female friends:
Drama is a situation that girls create themselves
based on JEALOUSY

for example when a grp of friends go out
they are suppose to be out enjoying the time
whereby everyone hangs out and play tgt
NOT
how one and another is trying
to wear more attention taking clothes than the other
its just twisted thinking
people like that shouldnt be hanging out with the rest

hang out for the sake of having fun tgt
not trying to compete who stands out more


Im showing everyone i can do it
but now i doubt if i really can

11:04 PM

Posted supposingly on sat, 7

Michelle ng wrote the below in BLACK
i answered in RED

sure u may THINK u noe everything abt me..
even better than myself..
but sumtimes i'm juz tired of u..
but i juz kept it inside..
don't try to make urself seem like such a gd fren..
i didnt MAKE myself to be a gd fr, im just being myself
like u r de best fren anyone can have..
sumtimes u r but most of de time,u r nt..
No one's perfect, i didnt said i was the best
u shld juz get someone like jocelyn to b ur best fren..
Dont tell me what to do,
she's sooo much better than me anyway rite..
DONT put words into my mouth
if u r so tired of putting up wid me,den don't..
Yeah i wasnt intending to
i'm nt pointing a gun to ur head,asking u to tolerate me wad..
did u ever notice tt i was alone?
did u even notice tt nobody was talking to me?
yeah i AINT blind alright
u always complain abt ppl assuming things
but did u ever stop n c if u were one of them as well?
yeah im sure i am one of them too
u may shut up when i'm pissed..
but i'm reali sori if i've hurt ur feelings
wid my blunt words n my fucked up attitude..

u noe everytime whenever i fight wid best
de entire clique seems to b on her side..
so you trying to say they nvr once stood by you?
no one would actually talk to me or acknowledge me
unless we're like alone or smth..
thats what you think
its always her having sumone there when she's alone..
If i dont look like a loner then you must be wrong
you think im always with people
you shld do a check up on my life
but for me,its like i'm ignored..like i'm nt there..
sure they don't talk to me when i get pissed
bcoz i SNAP at ppl..
glad that you realise it yourself now
sumtimes i think jocelyn belongs to de clique more than i do..
thats only what you think
did anyone ask me how i feel?
NO.did anyone ask if i was ok?sometimes YES.
did anyone notice me when i'm walking by myself?
we aint all blind
we ask one another but we all dont know why
it was better to leave a fuming person alone
i don't think so.actually,wad m i to de clique man?
a lingerung spirit issit?
thats what you think
you even think so lowly of yourself

i seriously dont understand why
Nad put Michelle as vice cheer cap man...
maybe she's her fren but she cant even dance?
thanks for your comment
much less do a body roll..my gosh..
i know you can roll your body way better isnt it
i think joeh is better than Michelle as vice cheer cap
cuz she can dance and do a body roll
thanks i'll convey the msg to joeh


yeah im staying calm
everyone thinks its childish
i got no comments for it

you know what i tell myself
i HAVE to be strong
though i was on the verge of crying
i CANNOT be pulled down so easily
i Must not be a chicken that chickens out
because i can survive on my own
i will not be BROUGHT down
and of course i'll not do foolish things, lex

sadly i flunk every test for last year, when we did cheer
i thought i had what it takes
to be a vice cheer cap
but maybe i really aint good enough to be one
im not bitchy enough anyway thats a fact
but let me tell you
its not your words that makes me not wanna cheer
dont be too proud any earlier

i am a strong willed girl
i definetly can do it

WORDS CANT BRING ME DOWN
even though it kinda did for the first few seconds

if you'r my real friend
you shld be happy for me
becuz i feel so anew now
i never thought i can stand up on my own like today
i fall very easily in the past
but NOT now

i miss you too lex

10:47 PM

10:41 PM

alot happened today
shall elaborate slowly

firstly had sch
msg for my bestfr in sch
you know i THINK i know you enough
to be able to know what to do around you
when you'r angry you snap at people
so i realised already i will keep quiet
but you get even angrier by thinking im ignoring you
then we quarrel and im always keeping quiet
cuz if i speak sure blow up
i just wanna let you know
im tired and if there's a need
i rather just shut up forever so no troubles will arise

then sch ETC had house assembly
fearon's cheerleading list
gawd lotsa sec 1s came
:DDDDDDD
was busy writing their info down
cant wait to audition them
Fearon vice cheer cap X)

then after school went town
with marsions and bridgiee (:
went kino but comic out of stock
went walkwalk then to plaza sing
bought movie tickets
went back wisma starbux

i. LEFT. my. phone. there.
Da ge was nice enough to run back
and find it vibrating under the magazine
woah one of my best brudder
without him sure die today
i panicked though

came home, got scolded
didnt dare to show my tears
because i have to be strong
its for mummy and papa
for tmr the plan, a movie date
but roy's plan, me doing the plan
what an eediotic brudder

wow guess what
pathetic enough to ask roy to acc me tmr
he said this
"thought you many link one, go find them larh"
obviously i asked already
so last minute people all got plans already

so tmr im going a.l.o.n.e
to Penisular at night
to get my black bagpack myself
becuz mummy say the brand i wanted too ex
so nvm i least i get to buy
yeah hope nothing happens to me
or im sure they will all regret

i had many frustrations today
those that leads to tears of anger
but i controlled, pulled a smile
im sure i look like myself again

im tired of putting up with people
no im not gonna say anything
in case i get any bad response
so i'll shut up and go on with my life
be a nerd study like hiao
and go out myself

(: its for myself

11:23 PM

im feeling very unhappy
right now now now
im frowning like there's no tmr

first the com is back
but it can get krazy again anytime
second school is driving me nuts
almost fainted in the field
thirdly my brudder is driving me krazy
fourthly i cannot stand my friends
inside and out of school

What the HIAO is wrong with me
idk.

roysten teng,
you dont wanna carry your bag
then what makes you think i want
im good enough to exchange bags with you
when i request to take back for a day
you give me face
when i help you without asking
you give me some phucked up attitude
what shiat is this
im your phucking hell sister
give me some respect
stop leaving all the half done work to me

to this girl in sch
im utterly dizapointed/annoyed/etc with you
you should stop it
cuz attracting our attention
will only last awhile
stop before it turns to irritatingness
and none of us bothers anymore

seriously i need a break

i believe i should be just fine
being abt myself

11:00 PM

thanks teck kian for cyrus
thanks lexeous for mail
thanks peiling for advice
thanks nico brudder for acting
AND
thanks to this bitch
that cheated on my bestfr.


ystd was just KRAZY
went cine and plaza
with megan and nico
shall transform megan into a babe soon
nico should keep quiet more(:

gonna lunch with peiling later
im back to my hyper mode
no more deadness i suppose
camwhore moreeeeee((:


i miss you too lex

1:10 PM

im at cyrus now

feeling damn cold

saddening to make me finish my sch work in a lan

all the major bloody people, eediots

couzzies all returned home alr

house's empty again

woke up superb early

thanks to teck kian

he with me at cyrus now

more like he stayed to wait for me

thanksssssssssssssssssssss

cyrus's friggin cold

im going town later

i want to shop and walk

i totally dread school

i dont know why

though there's nothing to be happy abt

but im smiling

over nothing, yea im weird

12:28 PM

woke up early to go sch
from 9 to 5, gahhhh :/
didnt know i can bloody hiao dance like this
but yeah made a new routine with best :D

kayxz it was raining damn big
had my sandwich at home
bathe, did my work and fell aslp again
woke up then prac cheer, talked on phone

hmm my skaterboy's out now
meeting up tmr and stuff(:

oie marsions
you dont see me treating you last time
the way you treat me now right
you'r not the only that can fume okay
i got more to fume luh
im trying so hard to be there for you
then you like that
if i dont feel bad then i feel what, good isit?
im not a physk eh!

damn why's everyone having r/s probs around me
rawrrrr

me against the world

11:04 PM
finish typing