Tuesday, August 11, 2009
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Labels: past present future
10:13 PM
OMG
1 of the kraziest night ever
happened on sunday
me=small brain
dressed up for leslie's party
wore heels for that loser
and lil did i expect i gotta walk that much
went to meet rini first at ps
saw weixiang and co! haha ran up to hug them
chao ah bengs all now turn good boy style
then went arcade to meet rini's frs ritzwan whatever etc
then went macs slack
wanted to meet clement but too bad he with his frs
so went to esplanade
met up with priya and andi
omg we walked ALOT
didnt rehlly catch the fireworks
camwhored alot
i bought my kewt shades ^^
making a trip to fourskin again soon :DDD
the girls and i was at subway
when i saw tyson!
haha shouted his name
didnt even know he walked back in
yeah quite retarded
then went to meet gary and the rest
omg saw selina hahaha talked to her and stuff
saw amira also outside
whole place full of frigging matts and minahs
then rini went to meet her fr ash
went over said hi whatever
then the rest went clubbing
me andi and priya walked back
my legs ached so much
quarrelled with les on the phone somemore
in the end he came tiong to walk me over
poolside party
a few girls wore bikini
i was just occupied with the absolut raspberry
making myself comfortable soaking my feet in the water
then the guards came to shoo us away
went upstairs
the music was on, danced about
lady gaga throughout the whole time
madness fun :D
around 2 plus 3
couldnt take it
told les im gonna zonk out alr
so he told everyone to either settle down or slp
so a few of us bunked in his room
morning woke up early to clean up
but he let me to continue slping
was too beat to even move
7 plus everyone left
the usual grp went macs for breakfast
then i cabbed home with eric
and mummy screamed when i opened the door
she thought i died
lols and in a few hours time
i was whisked off to kovan for second round
but not rehlly fun
i swam till my lungs gave up
dinner at thai xpress
yeah thats all
no such fun till N lvl over
:S
oh i have a new blog in construction
cuz my past haunts me here
happened on sunday
me=small brain
dressed up for leslie's party
wore heels for that loser
and lil did i expect i gotta walk that much
went to meet rini first at ps
saw weixiang and co! haha ran up to hug them
chao ah bengs all now turn good boy style
then went arcade to meet rini's frs ritzwan whatever etc
then went macs slack
wanted to meet clement but too bad he with his frs
so went to esplanade
met up with priya and andi
omg we walked ALOT
didnt rehlly catch the fireworks
camwhored alot
i bought my kewt shades ^^
making a trip to fourskin again soon :DDD
the girls and i was at subway
when i saw tyson!
haha shouted his name
didnt even know he walked back in
yeah quite retarded
then went to meet gary and the rest
omg saw selina hahaha talked to her and stuff
saw amira also outside
whole place full of frigging matts and minahs
then rini went to meet her fr ash
went over said hi whatever
then the rest went clubbing
me andi and priya walked back
my legs ached so much
quarrelled with les on the phone somemore
in the end he came tiong to walk me over
poolside party
a few girls wore bikini
i was just occupied with the absolut raspberry
making myself comfortable soaking my feet in the water
then the guards came to shoo us away
went upstairs
the music was on, danced about
lady gaga throughout the whole time
madness fun :D
around 2 plus 3
couldnt take it
told les im gonna zonk out alr
so he told everyone to either settle down or slp
so a few of us bunked in his room
morning woke up early to clean up
but he let me to continue slping
was too beat to even move
7 plus everyone left
the usual grp went macs for breakfast
then i cabbed home with eric
and mummy screamed when i opened the door
she thought i died
lols and in a few hours time
i was whisked off to kovan for second round
but not rehlly fun
i swam till my lungs gave up
dinner at thai xpress
yeah thats all
no such fun till N lvl over
:S
oh i have a new blog in construction
cuz my past haunts me here
Labels: off to skate bye
5:06 PM
Sunday, August 9, 2009
on the phone with beth ystd
signed off around 1 plus
she called at 2 saying she fought with gab
poor girl, she wouldnt stop crying
and we talked till the sun came up
promised to go get iscream on monday
cheer up my fr(:
and i went to slp and woke up at 10
watched tvee
revised for physics
tore the maths hw gab assigned me(revenge for beth!)
planned to go town with mummy and pa
shopping
but andi asked to go watch fireworks
going i suppose
maybe dropping by at les's place aft that
cuz auntie's not at home
and the boys wanna throw a mini party
as long as the vodka doesnt run out
i be on for it
seriously in need of a drip
i have around 2 months before i dont even have anyone again
ns :S
but yet these 2 mths needa study for N lvl
:S
yeah im kinda alright somehow
though im gonna be diff from the past
i have sch clique at times
family all the time
and i can definitely do it
on my own
signed off around 1 plus
she called at 2 saying she fought with gab
poor girl, she wouldnt stop crying
and we talked till the sun came up
promised to go get iscream on monday
cheer up my fr(:
and i went to slp and woke up at 10
watched tvee
revised for physics
tore the maths hw gab assigned me(revenge for beth!)
planned to go town with mummy and pa
shopping
but andi asked to go watch fireworks
going i suppose
maybe dropping by at les's place aft that
cuz auntie's not at home
and the boys wanna throw a mini party
as long as the vodka doesnt run out
i be on for it
seriously in need of a drip
i have around 2 months before i dont even have anyone again
ns :S
but yet these 2 mths needa study for N lvl
:S
yeah im kinda alright somehow
though im gonna be diff from the past
i have sch clique at times
family all the time
and i can definitely do it
on my own
Labels: zonked
4:19 PM
Saturday, August 8, 2009
today's saturday
msn acquaintances ask why im home
like its their business that im not out
so i rotted at home today
and pa asked why im not out also
i fussed around some school work
re-read my comics
but the time was still passing like a snail
urgh
finally left the house for dinner
pa tried to ask if i wanted to go anywhere
but i just said i wanna go home
and mummy jacked me by saying
first time there's no where i wanna go
i just wanna go inside the room
pull the covers to my eyes
and stare at the tv screen
and so thats what i did
big deal bout not going out on a saturday
at least i pulled through the horror today
and im gonna swim my lungs out tmr
define friends
msn acquaintances ask why im home
like its their business that im not out
so i rotted at home today
and pa asked why im not out also
i fussed around some school work
re-read my comics
but the time was still passing like a snail
urgh
finally left the house for dinner
pa tried to ask if i wanted to go anywhere
but i just said i wanna go home
and mummy jacked me by saying
first time there's no where i wanna go
i just wanna go inside the room
pull the covers to my eyes
and stare at the tv screen
and so thats what i did
big deal bout not going out on a saturday
at least i pulled through the horror today
and im gonna swim my lungs out tmr
define friends
Labels: cuz i have none
11:59 PM
last night was sick
i left house around 9
bernardette called to ask where i was
he saw my clone in vivo
told him i was heading to tiong park
such a nice fr of him
he wanted to come find me
and so he came
and he shocked me with his fr
bastards
told him what happened
and i thought my tears were so gonna drop
but i controlled
no way its totally not worth crying over those ppl
and he was sad too
he misses domic and chester too
but he told me he's glad i wasnt caught away like them
he told me to stay strong
yeah i will
we walked to valley point
he got me my fav drink from starbux
and his fr bought me cookies and cream iscream
thanks peepos(:
i was feeling rehlly down
rehlly phucked up
and i felt much better after talking to bernardette
and he preached to me
woke some of my childish hormones
thanks bud(:
oh well
its saturday today
i dont have plans of going out
becuz there's no one to go out with
and maybe i shld rehlly
stop
expecting fun on weekends
hoping to hang out with frs
that will make me feel like being in the clique's presence
and start
some serious action of being on my own
i cant always rely on kaz
they have ns approaching them soon
ppl like bernardette
arent free to be there everytime
i just have to get used to it
i know why monsie is acting selfish like before
she's experiencing the same
she told me everyone seems to be disappearing
and i agreed
if i were to try disappearing like her
i dont think anyone will realise
because my world never felt this silent before
i left house around 9
bernardette called to ask where i was
he saw my clone in vivo
told him i was heading to tiong park
such a nice fr of him
he wanted to come find me
and so he came
and he shocked me with his fr
bastards
told him what happened
and i thought my tears were so gonna drop
but i controlled
no way its totally not worth crying over those ppl
and he was sad too
he misses domic and chester too
but he told me he's glad i wasnt caught away like them
he told me to stay strong
yeah i will
we walked to valley point
he got me my fav drink from starbux
and his fr bought me cookies and cream iscream
thanks peepos(:
i was feeling rehlly down
rehlly phucked up
and i felt much better after talking to bernardette
and he preached to me
woke some of my childish hormones
thanks bud(:
oh well
its saturday today
i dont have plans of going out
becuz there's no one to go out with
and maybe i shld rehlly
stop
expecting fun on weekends
hoping to hang out with frs
that will make me feel like being in the clique's presence
and start
some serious action of being on my own
i cant always rely on kaz
they have ns approaching them soon
ppl like bernardette
arent free to be there everytime
i just have to get used to it
i know why monsie is acting selfish like before
she's experiencing the same
she told me everyone seems to be disappearing
and i agreed
if i were to try disappearing like her
i dont think anyone will realise
because my world never felt this silent before
Labels: faceless
10:37 AM
Friday, August 7, 2009
:l
sch was a waste of time today
turned up in red tank and shorts
went town with marsion aft that
ate and shopped our usuals
trained to tiong
got food for mummy
the comics bought beforehand
kept me occupied
and teckkian said the guys not watching anymore
cuz they dont feel like
great.
i pushed skating away for it
and i rejected kaz's invite to island
next was andi's call
not able to make it for sunday
rini either
feb cant stay out
monsie cant come out
i was rehlly looking forward to it
skating + fireworks = krazy times
so its cancelled
great isnt it
i could had ran towards the wall and scream
why isit always like this
im given the hope that i have frs to hang out with still
and this always happens
if it wasnt for chester and clique's being caught away
will i be so pathetic in such a way
i be too busy playing with them to care for other's existence
imagine losing a group of frs
frs that you hang out with so much
its feels like you'r all one big family
so am i suppose to go skate on my own
find a spot to catch the fireworks
and walk home from esplanade
yeah so much for the "frs hang out tgt" part
forget about hopes
totally
i feel so angry
more like hurt
i could cry and kick anyone in my way
i should go swing at the park
find ways to get my hands on some bloody vodka
and roam town
maybe i might bump into some of those liars
who lied
or i could disappear like monsie
yeah bye
the pathetic girl with no frs is signing off
fuck
Labels: off
8:26 PM
Thursday, August 6, 2009
hey
school was fast
shd i skip tmr
im rather lazyaye to go sch and leave at 10.30
shld i skate tmr with andi and mocha?
shld i watch movie tmr?
shld i go island with the boys tmr?
its so annoying
when i have no one
no where to go
its pathetic
and now there's an invitation
it leads on to a few more
most probably shld be movies
saturday study dates
sunday skating
i rehlly dont like it teacher
i did my best
i didnt give up on physics
i speak language not digits
i bothered to ask for remedial session
why bother humiliating me in class
i swear if i didnt held back my tears
you will definitely succeed in making me a clown
double the usual
thanks im sure the class enjoyed laughing at me
had lunch with les
practically sulked throughout
complaint to him
and rejected his ice cream offer
that was how bad i felt
whatever im going to tuition soon
there are some things we dont talk about
rather do without
and just hold the smile
school was fast
shd i skip tmr
im rather lazyaye to go sch and leave at 10.30
shld i skate tmr with andi and mocha?
shld i watch movie tmr?
shld i go island with the boys tmr?
its so annoying
when i have no one
no where to go
its pathetic
and now there's an invitation
it leads on to a few more
most probably shld be movies
saturday study dates
sunday skating
i rehlly dont like it teacher
i did my best
i didnt give up on physics
i speak language not digits
i bothered to ask for remedial session
why bother humiliating me in class
i swear if i didnt held back my tears
you will definitely succeed in making me a clown
double the usual
thanks im sure the class enjoyed laughing at me
had lunch with les
practically sulked throughout
complaint to him
and rejected his ice cream offer
that was how bad i felt
whatever im going to tuition soon
there are some things we dont talk about
rather do without
and just hold the smile
Labels: i dreamt of him that wonderful yet jackass idiot
6:35 PM
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
hey
had school today
flunk geog test (expected)
didnt go for english remedial
came home
went to les hse after that
kaz and the boys planning to go island
wl whats so fun bout going there
so boring
lucky i got prelims to keep me occupied
stupid idiots refuse to leave the hse to eat
so i cooked maggie mee and ate with leon
leon's having exams too
haha study hard kiddo
stop dota-ing with your brudder all the time already
les walked me home after that
and he's gonna get a new phone soon
i felt much better
cuz i went to swing today
andand i might be watching movie on friday
with teckkian and his frs
^^ cant wait
oh i helped bernardette with an errand
and im paid 45 bux
yay starbux here i come
Labels: whatever you
9:25 PM
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
ever felt like knowing everybody
but yet you aint rehlly friends with them
ever felt like going to sleep to shut it all out
only to realise you cant even do it after lying for hours
ever felt like you lost the excitement for arrivals of weekends
becuz you know there's nothing to expect for
ever felt like seeing many cliques hanging about
only to think back of your own
and feel sorry for yourself
ever felt like seeing people occupied with their phones
while thinking when was the last time you were like them
having to charge it every 1/2 a day
ever felt like going out on your own
and end up with nowhere to go
or scrolling down the tons of contacts on msn list
to see who to talk to
or doing the same to your phone
but yet you dont know who you can call out
im feeling it all
not just tonight
its been a while
:l
im still struggling to stay strong though
but yet you aint rehlly friends with them
ever felt like going to sleep to shut it all out
only to realise you cant even do it after lying for hours
ever felt like you lost the excitement for arrivals of weekends
becuz you know there's nothing to expect for
ever felt like seeing many cliques hanging about
only to think back of your own
and feel sorry for yourself
ever felt like seeing people occupied with their phones
while thinking when was the last time you were like them
having to charge it every 1/2 a day
ever felt like going out on your own
and end up with nowhere to go
or scrolling down the tons of contacts on msn list
to see who to talk to
or doing the same to your phone
but yet you dont know who you can call out
im feeling it all
not just tonight
its been a while
:l
im still struggling to stay strong though
Labels: emotion rehab
11:22 PM
hie
im not rehlly happy
everyone around me is feeling down today
but im gonna make sure i stay strong
cuz
i lived through the horror
okay im off to zap happy hormones in me
or else my frown will stay fix forever
Labels: never ending revisions :S
9:48 PM
Monday, August 3, 2009
hey :l
i dont rehlly feel happy today
sch was as usual
used fb and everything during fnn
hamtam gossip with andi and monsie
after school came home
dinner at greatworld
called out to someone wrongly
i thought it was leo
whatever it was a rehlly stupid thing
:l
it got worse after i read her blog
she mentioned everyone
i doubt i was even the last being mentioned
oh well
im not rehlly frowning
just
i dont know man
les lost his phone :(
and he was the only one that kept my phone alive
nevermind
i can do without a phone as well
not like i have stuff to text about to others
:l
i revised some work just now
mummy's pissed with me
there's a big chalet i wanna go so bad
but i cant cuz of prelims
i wanna stop looking so sad
but yet i cant control my frowning
and i wouldnt sigh
i miss you man chestertan
without a bestfrrrr like you
my life is so boring
time to time again
i put up with it
now i cant help to think at times
what am i to you
an underdog that you pet when you feel like it
yeah just take me as air if you want to
im tired already
not crooke
not straight
just breathing
Labels: whose there rehlly
11:07 PM
Sunday, August 2, 2009
\o/expected
the place sucked just now
no teens all kids
me and roy got punked
at least he came later
i was there the earliest
urghhhhh
and the play room was sickly annoying
it was filled with chivas absolute vodka and more
my mind almost suffocated halfway
while entertaining the kids with miniature poker
aunt cooked lotsa food
lotsa aunties
"ehhh she rehlly look like"
"you surely very fast be grandma alr"
told to my mother in my face
-.- its 21 century now
not like the past uh
my coursework B not done :S
doing in sch tmr >.<
and hello you
its not the right time
isnt my 101 explainations enough
or you need more
alright gonna have lunch with les and leon tmr
cuz i promised leon swensen :S
and i'll be broke by tuesday
i need coke
dying without a drop of it
Labels: coke fanatic
10:24 PM
urghso fucking annoying man
my party mood's crashed
like wtf
you wear whatever you want
i wear whatever i want right
not like im gonna go in my birthday suit
or anything close to that
HELLO
im wearing girl stuff
a dress?
isnt that always
what you want me to wear when i wear BERMS?
urghh whatever
totally lost the mood to party alr
im just gonna go there
show my face to the elders
get a can of whatever shit drink there is
and sulk at the voiddeck
be a lian
and you can curse me upstairs to the other relatives
and whats so great bout IJ girls man
kaz is totally going after one
and he's so not being himself
okay seriously phucked up now
till then, then
bye
Labels: burn your thoughts
1:56 PM
hie
i woke up ard 8 plus today
though i slpt late cuz i conference with les and kaz
haha funny idiots
anw the party is tmr luh
stupid
so i must do my hw by tmr afternoon
went tiong just now
bought lotsa colorful pens :D
went arcade with roy first
then the rest came
kendrick popped by also haha
they arcade-ed
i didnt
auntie say drums not fixed still
wl couldnt stand the lians :S
i stood outside looking down
saw vernon they all coming up
ducked behind the corer
i dread to see them totally
andand
i didnt put on eyeliner just now
and i felt alil lian cuz i wore tee shorts slippers
until les nagged at me and said
"your hair not like theirs also
you dont speak like them open mouth then (&@*^#
and you dont have the ugly shiny stuff ard your eyes"
thanks bud love ya :D
roy and kendrick went off to lepak at ho swee
so i went to get my sundae
then came home
thomas called just now
he say next week his birthday
got party want me go
haha dey i got exams :(
but i'll try man
cant wait for tmr's party
hahaha courtney's boyfr sho kewl man
biker eh!
saw them just now
haha im so envious
bikerboys are hawt(not all though)
ohkay im just kidding
byee im off to L4D
Labels: no surprise
12:33 AM
Saturday, August 1, 2009
(: for youalright
school was awesome
haha entertained myself very well with certain
hilarious
i did what les suggested
haha i couldnt stop laughing to myself bout it
went for Leroy's talk
motivated!
ended around 4 plus
went home then out
GREATWORLD:D
haha with kaz and the boys
had lunch/dinner in macs
mcflurry dosed^^
thanks for the treat kaz ^^
haha he got his salary ystd
and he's getting me smth
my request to him
no super miniskirts
no bikinis
hahaha the boys roared with laughter
when i told them what happened in class
kaz expected a showdown from me
please bitching is a waste on her
and everytime i see her
i think i cant stop laughing
its mean enough :P
anw i cant wait for tmr
whats more awesome than a party with cousins
i promise wild, camwhoring
maybe a few drops of underage drinks
who knows
haha
i know you'r waiting to see this
okay 9876543211111
(: thanks for brightening up my day
(L)
stupid lians who name themselves
akiko
yumiko
totally cant compare to marsion
if thats the case
marsion can be bimbo
i be the GECKO behind her
Labels: grins
1:03 AM