last night was sick
i left house around 9
bernardette called to ask where i was
he saw my clone in vivo
told him i was heading to tiong park

such a nice fr of him
he wanted to come find me
and so he came
and he shocked me with his fr
bastards

told him what happened
and i thought my tears were so gonna drop
but i controlled
no way its totally not worth crying over those ppl
and he was sad too
he misses domic and chester too
but he told me he's glad i wasnt caught away like them
he told me to stay strong
yeah i will

we walked to valley point
he got me my fav drink from starbux
and his fr bought me cookies and cream iscream
thanks peepos(:

i was feeling rehlly down
rehlly phucked up
and i felt much better after talking to bernardette
and he preached to me
woke some of my childish hormones
thanks bud(:

oh well
its saturday today
i dont have plans of going out
becuz there's no one to go out with
and maybe i shld rehlly
stop
expecting fun on weekends
hoping to hang out with frs
that will make me feel like being in the clique's presence
and start
some serious action of being on my own

i cant always rely on kaz
they have ns approaching them soon
ppl like bernardette
arent free to be there everytime
i just have to get used to it

i know why monsie is acting selfish like before
she's experiencing the same
she told me everyone seems to be disappearing
and i agreed
if i were to try disappearing like her
i dont think anyone will realise



because my world never felt this silent before

10:37 AM

last night was sick
i left house around 9
bernardette called to ask where i was
he saw my clone in vivo
told him i was heading to tiong park

such a nice fr of him
he wanted to come find me
and so he came
and he shocked me with his fr
bastards

told him what happened
and i thought my tears were so gonna drop
but i controlled
no way its totally not worth crying over those ppl
and he was sad too
he misses domic and chester too
but he told me he's glad i wasnt caught away like them
he told me to stay strong
yeah i will

we walked to valley point
he got me my fav drink from starbux
and his fr bought me cookies and cream iscream
thanks peepos(:

i was feeling rehlly down
rehlly phucked up
and i felt much better after talking to bernardette
and he preached to me
woke some of my childish hormones
thanks bud(:

oh well
its saturday today
i dont have plans of going out
becuz there's no one to go out with
and maybe i shld rehlly
stop
expecting fun on weekends
hoping to hang out with frs
that will make me feel like being in the clique's presence
and start
some serious action of being on my own

i cant always rely on kaz
they have ns approaching them soon
ppl like bernardette
arent free to be there everytime
i just have to get used to it

i know why monsie is acting selfish like before
she's experiencing the same
she told me everyone seems to be disappearing
and i agreed
if i were to try disappearing like her
i dont think anyone will realise



because my world never felt this silent before

10:37 AM
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