Friday, August 7, 2009
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sch was a waste of time today
turned up in red tank and shorts
went town with marsion aft that
ate and shopped our usuals
trained to tiong
got food for mummy
the comics bought beforehand
kept me occupied
and teckkian said the guys not watching anymore
cuz they dont feel like
great.
i pushed skating away for it
and i rejected kaz's invite to island
next was andi's call
not able to make it for sunday
rini either
feb cant stay out
monsie cant come out
i was rehlly looking forward to it
skating + fireworks = krazy times
so its cancelled
great isnt it
i could had ran towards the wall and scream
why isit always like this
im given the hope that i have frs to hang out with still
and this always happens
if it wasnt for chester and clique's being caught away
will i be so pathetic in such a way
i be too busy playing with them to care for other's existence
imagine losing a group of frs
frs that you hang out with so much
its feels like you'r all one big family
so am i suppose to go skate on my own
find a spot to catch the fireworks
and walk home from esplanade
yeah so much for the "frs hang out tgt" part
forget about hopes
totally
i feel so angry
more like hurt
i could cry and kick anyone in my way
i should go swing at the park
find ways to get my hands on some bloody vodka
and roam town
maybe i might bump into some of those liars
who lied
or i could disappear like monsie
yeah bye
the pathetic girl with no frs is signing off
fuck
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