was on the phone till pretty late ystd
i blurted out alot bout myself
as usual

rules stay rules
boundaries wouldnt be broken

couldnt concentrate in class
i cant absorb
damn me
i dnt know whats wrong totally

school ended at 1
i actually stayed home
and studied but ended up falling aslp

went to skate with papa he rode bicycle
had a 2 min conversation with kazzie and co
they were at cyrus
i peered in and they were coming out for a puff
idiot leslie kept patting my head

i wanna watch transformers

and weirdly
for the very first time
i find it boring to go out tmr
and tmr's a freakin saturday
with all the invites im turning them down
i shld be fine studying on my own
focus.

just now while skating
the feel of the wind
the heat of my cheeks
the feeling of carefree-ness
reminds me of them again

i rmb chester's the only one i trust
becuz standing behind his bike
i nvr felt fear
and the clique always sped down the canal paths
i miss them
i miss my bestfr
do you miss me too? chestertan

having a child at 16
and seeing it taken away
in the form of death
the anxiety
even if its not on you
but around you



Happy Birthday to EUNICE!
my twinnie
i miss skating with you
all the best in life
love you loads((:

12:23 AM

was on the phone till pretty late ystd
i blurted out alot bout myself
as usual

rules stay rules
boundaries wouldnt be broken

couldnt concentrate in class
i cant absorb
damn me
i dnt know whats wrong totally

school ended at 1
i actually stayed home
and studied but ended up falling aslp

went to skate with papa he rode bicycle
had a 2 min conversation with kazzie and co
they were at cyrus
i peered in and they were coming out for a puff
idiot leslie kept patting my head

i wanna watch transformers

and weirdly
for the very first time
i find it boring to go out tmr
and tmr's a freakin saturday
with all the invites im turning them down
i shld be fine studying on my own
focus.

just now while skating
the feel of the wind
the heat of my cheeks
the feeling of carefree-ness
reminds me of them again

i rmb chester's the only one i trust
becuz standing behind his bike
i nvr felt fear
and the clique always sped down the canal paths
i miss them
i miss my bestfr
do you miss me too? chestertan

having a child at 16
and seeing it taken away
in the form of death
the anxiety
even if its not on you
but around you



Happy Birthday to EUNICE!
my twinnie
i miss skating with you
all the best in life
love you loads((:

12:23 AM
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