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Tuesday, July 21, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
ROYSTEN TENG
my real blood brudder


look at my stupid smile




yup today is roy's birthday
his frs bought him stuff
i made him a card
and agreed to buy him any tops he like
and comic books

school was boring as usual
talked to monsie

i miss her
the real her
i hate to see her like this

and rini, i hope she wise up totally
its seriously over the limit
going off with ppl you barely know?
rini, the word desperado aint there for a mean
ing
you'r my fr
i dont like ppl calling you a sluttish girl alright
wake up!

and friday ending sch early
planned to go skate
but got oral
effed up

had lunch with les and leon t
oday
greatworldcity
im just so tired
sick of being this tired
its nothing wrong les,
there's just nth much to say you know
its got nothing to do with you

im just going through alot now

did i say maths lesson today

i asked frs around
becuz i know asking the teacher
will never be the same like the past
she. marked. me.

i realise rehlly im different

i dont speak much
i dont feel hyped
i should stop wanting to hang out in big groups
i may be desperate for secureness
and i find it in big groups
but the clique's gone
i dont see a point anymore
its a chance to learn to be on my own

or just kill the uncomfortable i have for double person trips


i miss the clique
utterly longing for them


im surprised kazzie used a word
i thought chaoahbeng didnt know english

he said one word
solitude.


its okay
i can do it
i must





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