Sunday, July 19, 2009
well i had a shuper dinner with the relatives
went over to aunt's new place
from mansion to bungalow
then now sadly, HDB
but its kewl
ate fast and left early
went over to les's crib
kazzie and co all there
but there were no bots spotted
liars
they drank before i reached
so much for telling me still got alil bit left
forced kazzie to go buy
he went tiong's 7-11 and got me breezers
idiot
and so i wasnt drunk
but i seemed drunk
i was holding the bot and venting to everyone
the clique
and lexeoustan
i cried
and eric suggested i talk it out with him
so i used the com and talked to him
we talked alot
and i couldnt stop crying
i admitted i relied on him
that i see someonebody else in him
only at times
and he admitted he was overly rash
and so its over
and i suggested it
we shld time out on our frship
i fucking cried like some idiot
and auntie thought the boys bullied me
i was rehlly over emotional
everything's just coming down hard on me
its hard to breathe
but im glad i have kazzie and the rest
thanks for being there peepos
i went to wash up after drinking
and when i came out of the toilet
there were 2 plastic bag outside
turned out kazzie and les
had REWARDED me smth
becuz i passed my maths test!
a mini skirt from kazzie -.- bastard
and high waish shorts from les ^^
haha i laughed finally at last
the boys brought me home
and i gave a bear hug to each of them
becuz they deserve it
for listening to my rants
and being there
so im now confirmed
single
and i no longer have to vex over a long r/s
its just studies and the waiting for cliques release
i totally need to be strong
today is another big step out again
yeh i can do it
i cant wait for the partying
right after Ns
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