Thursday, June 11, 2009
why's my heart this weak
why's my mind so fragile
why did you go
this sucks really
my frs told me they lied
and i said i saw the truth myself
and then they said its real
and i was sorry to choose not to believe entirely
till i have no choice
becuz i see it with my own eyes this time
my heart is breaking
im feeling the ache again
why is this so
i thought it's completely healed already
am i wrong to say that then
im real useless
had breakfast with leslie and his brudder
at botanical garden's foodcourt
didnt know kazzie and co coming
but they smoked outside :S
i ate and fed his brudder
i knew leslie's still hiding something
the pain is written all over his face
cabbed to sch cuz was late already
in school now
im supposed to concentrate on my work
but i cant
because the thoughts of him is bugging me
gravity pull me back again
im gonna shut him out
i have to
its a will not a choice
shit me
depressed and first instinct
vodka appears in my mind
control
and im not gonna cry
im just
gonna feel the ache today
tonight, tonight i'll be better
i'll make myself be better
i can do it
it takes minutes to fall in love
and almost what seem like forever
to get out of it
Labels: chester where are you
12:18 PM