Wednesday, June 17, 2009
was on the phone with leooo ystd night
till like almost 3
he told me very nice stories and plans
haha funny guy
woke up at 12 plus
breakfast with mummy
went to studied
tried but ended up with comics in my hands again
wasted the afternoon watching tvee
roy came back from camp
looking very tan
kazzie called to go out
they gonna go drinking
tempted but said no thanks
was fine till i saw those stuff again
stuff that can make me feel like crap
make me feel like im stabbed instantly
or make me gasp for air when im conscious
its real i know it is
becuz all the evidence are blasted in my face
why do i feel pain
i dont know
i should had went with kazzie
totally in need of vodka
anything that can make me escape reality for awhile
no matter how hard i try
sometimes i still
cant get you out of my mind
i have my own tears plus
the pain you gave me
it makes up the ache of it all
picture it
you and your new barbie
my heart may ache
but i'll nvr wet my eyes over you again
i wouldnt let it happen
till like almost 3
he told me very nice stories and plans
haha funny guy
woke up at 12 plus
breakfast with mummy
went to studied
tried but ended up with comics in my hands again
wasted the afternoon watching tvee
roy came back from camp
looking very tan
kazzie called to go out
they gonna go drinking
tempted but said no thanks
was fine till i saw those stuff again
stuff that can make me feel like crap
make me feel like im stabbed instantly
or make me gasp for air when im conscious
its real i know it is
becuz all the evidence are blasted in my face
why do i feel pain
i dont know
i should had went with kazzie
totally in need of vodka
anything that can make me escape reality for awhile
no matter how hard i try
sometimes i still
cant get you out of my mind
i have my own tears plus
the pain you gave me
it makes up the ache of it all
picture it
you and your new barbie
my heart may ache
but i'll nvr wet my eyes over you again
i wouldnt let it happen
Labels: my blood is in your hands
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