Thursday, June 11, 2009

sch ended at 5 plus i reached home at 7
the bus took an hour to come
eff.
and babes fought in school
make everyone so sian
urgh.
came home to lil kazzies all over
urgh headache
hit the shower grab my stuff
headed over to tiong
met up with kazzie and his frs
i had no choice
or i wouldnt even go to them
i wanted to swim but decided not to
wanted to play snooker
and YES! got to
wanted to pig out on ice cream
YES! on b&j somemore
wanted to dance and jump about wildly
and YES! taken as a clown on parapara
whatever i just needed my tensed muscles to relax
came home around 10 plus
melanie staying over
which means i have to bring her out tmr
nehmind i be a big sister
i miss my jie
tsk
okay mummy says i got panda eyes
:O horror shock terror
i nvr had them before
arhhh FM static my love
i miss peiling :(
she use to play paperbag imitations with me
since we both love paper
the smeell of it the touch of it
we love brown paper like alot
and she has so many at home
cuz she take from 7-11 and bodyshop
then we will doodle and make mask outta them
when she had probation
i miss her:(
oh well
and im so proud of myself
this afternoon i was all feeling down
wanting to drink so badly again
but now im fine
and its all the shaking of the haze outta my mind
i cant wait for saturday
the start of a wild party weekend
i know that if i just stay strong
i can make it
the bus took an hour to come
eff.
and babes fought in school
make everyone so sian
urgh.
came home to lil kazzies all over
urgh headache
hit the shower grab my stuff
headed over to tiong
met up with kazzie and his frs
i had no choice
or i wouldnt even go to them
i wanted to swim but decided not to
wanted to play snooker
and YES! got to
wanted to pig out on ice cream
YES! on b&j somemore
wanted to dance and jump about wildly
and YES! taken as a clown on parapara
whatever i just needed my tensed muscles to relax
came home around 10 plus
melanie staying over
which means i have to bring her out tmr
nehmind i be a big sister
i miss my jie
tsk
okay mummy says i got panda eyes
:O horror shock terror
i nvr had them before
arhhh FM static my love
i miss peiling :(
she use to play paperbag imitations with me
since we both love paper
the smeell of it the touch of it
we love brown paper like alot
and she has so many at home
cuz she take from 7-11 and bodyshop
then we will doodle and make mask outta them
when she had probation
i miss her:(
oh well
and im so proud of myself
this afternoon i was all feeling down
wanting to drink so badly again
but now im fine
and its all the shaking of the haze outta my mind
i cant wait for saturday
the start of a wild party weekend
i know that if i just stay strong
i can make it
Labels: picking up slowly
11:30 PM
