Tuesday, June 23, 2009
i went to skate today
or should i say walk more than skate
with ernest and his frs
played some stupid games
in the end i left at plaza sing
came home mummy got headache
i could had stayed out somemore i guess
roy went to watch transformers with ben kazzie
ate alil of what pa bought back for mummy
the clock showed 8
i stood up abruptly and told mummy
i going library borrow/return books
called lex, lucky he finish his dinner with his mum alr
he cabbed down to fetch me
then we cabbed to redhill library
there was the awakard silence between us
upon reaching they announced library closing in 1/2 hr
grabbed a couple of books
then we walked to macs
the atmosphere was bad
we both had things to say
but we didnt know how to start
in the end we sat there talking over ice cream
we talked about the clique
then about
us.
im confused
what are we exactly
are we on the line of friendship
or we are already over the borders
do you know how it feels
everytime you fly back
we seem to be tgt
but yet you always go so soon before i realise
we dont have much time here tgt
im sure im not using you to forget him
its just you were right
i dont know what we are either
do you realise
how badly my heart beats
each time you show affection
have you thought of the consequences
when you leave too much behind for me
it will become hard for me to let you go
and im disappointed by my own frs
liars with empty promises
say what will keep free on sat
in the end
i have to hear from others
invited to the event that they say you will go also
when you promised to be out with the rest?
fuck man
i have the greatest life
i might as well go out on sat myself
and die on the way back
Labels: will that please you
10:45 PM