Friday, June 12, 2009
bad day.
i thought only a few of them skating
surprised to see one big clique
they skated at the steps opp heeren
sat there for awhile
ah chek clement appeared suddenly
thought he coming at 4.30
went to taka for ice cream
saw LEOOO
melanie was shy
she found every guy idiotic
and she's only 7
went back to the skate area
they got rate
lucky rini was with melanie
after awhile ah chek went off
felt bad for telling him to go
went to plaza sing
they skated i sat there with mel
in the end couldnt withstand it
i borrowed one of the deck and went to skate
wanted to play catching with the security guard
in the end had to go cuz jerome called to hurry me
brought mel home
then was about to go off
mummy say eat abit first
so i said okay a few mouthful
then pa asked where i going
then he nag bout staying home
in the end i couldnt go
i felt so bad standing them up
im so sorry really
and seriously i wanted to drink
so phucked up
conference with babes bout tmr
felt phucked up also
urghhhhhhhhh
whats wrong with me
im so mixed up
ache, sadness, stess, annoyance, anger
i wish chester's here
he will cure my emotions now
i hope i felt less tense after visiting him tmr
i miss you bestfr
:(
maybe its just me
im just stressing myself
the ice keeps getting thinner
the season's have changed
i miss you bestfr
cant be described in words
how much i miss not just you but the rest too
wet eyes
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