went penin to get my board
sacrifice my black and red trucks
so i can top up for andri's bearings
went to the park next
was warming up to skate
cuz everybody stared at us like we'r freaks

i skated to the other end
and then back
and they couldnt stop themselves from saying his name
i turned, saw him, turned away
cursed myself as my eyes turned wet
i ran away to the stairs

rini brought him to me
we sat there in silence
i was holding back my tears
determined not to cry
i turned away becuz i know
i'll cry if i see his face so near again
my fingers trembled
i pretended to be busy with my phone
i broke the silence and walked back

i thought you didnt bother
but thanks for wishing me

i made 5 wishes and let go of the balloon
i couldnt control my tears
the moment i walked away from the park
crying while walking to plaza sing
like some stupid girl

went to plaza sing to meet LC
she put up with all my rants tears and everything
truly appreciated it
wanted to drum
but never got a chance

nad scolded him
called him immediately to apologize
he must be thinking
im some scary girl who couldnt get over him
and with weird friends that harass him
i shld had showed him i was fine
but i did my best
by holding back my tears when he was there
only to let it out when im gone
he shldnt had blamed himself for going
no one knew what will happened
im sorry for making things worse

i need to thank everyone
who really celebrated with me
and yet i had to worsen things by spoiling the atmosphere

and to whoever that laughed at me
cuz im a girl that skates
i hope you get born as a girl your next life


i thought i was over you
at least i didnt think of you that much anymore
but the sight of you today
sitting so near beside me
i felt helpless


i shldnt have been this useless
i will be fine
i wouldnt make you guilty
and the next time we meet
i be laughing tgt with you
till then i suppose






its gonna hurt when it heals too
but
it'll all get better in time
even though i really liked you
im gonna smile cuz i deserve to

i know time will heal it

since there's no more you and me
its time i let you go
so i can be free
and live how my life should be
no matter how hard it is

i'll be fine without you
yes i will


at 16 today
i should be strong

but keeping it in is worse than letting it out


dont worry im not a pyscho
i'll get over you soon
and thanks somehow
becuz if i havent been through all this
i wouldnt learnt the principles of life

11:52 PM

went penin to get my board
sacrifice my black and red trucks
so i can top up for andri's bearings
went to the park next
was warming up to skate
cuz everybody stared at us like we'r freaks

i skated to the other end
and then back
and they couldnt stop themselves from saying his name
i turned, saw him, turned away
cursed myself as my eyes turned wet
i ran away to the stairs

rini brought him to me
we sat there in silence
i was holding back my tears
determined not to cry
i turned away becuz i know
i'll cry if i see his face so near again
my fingers trembled
i pretended to be busy with my phone
i broke the silence and walked back

i thought you didnt bother
but thanks for wishing me

i made 5 wishes and let go of the balloon
i couldnt control my tears
the moment i walked away from the park
crying while walking to plaza sing
like some stupid girl

went to plaza sing to meet LC
she put up with all my rants tears and everything
truly appreciated it
wanted to drum
but never got a chance

nad scolded him
called him immediately to apologize
he must be thinking
im some scary girl who couldnt get over him
and with weird friends that harass him
i shld had showed him i was fine
but i did my best
by holding back my tears when he was there
only to let it out when im gone
he shldnt had blamed himself for going
no one knew what will happened
im sorry for making things worse

i need to thank everyone
who really celebrated with me
and yet i had to worsen things by spoiling the atmosphere

and to whoever that laughed at me
cuz im a girl that skates
i hope you get born as a girl your next life


i thought i was over you
at least i didnt think of you that much anymore
but the sight of you today
sitting so near beside me
i felt helpless


i shldnt have been this useless
i will be fine
i wouldnt make you guilty
and the next time we meet
i be laughing tgt with you
till then i suppose






its gonna hurt when it heals too
but
it'll all get better in time
even though i really liked you
im gonna smile cuz i deserve to

i know time will heal it

since there's no more you and me
its time i let you go
so i can be free
and live how my life should be
no matter how hard it is

i'll be fine without you
yes i will


at 16 today
i should be strong

but keeping it in is worse than letting it out


dont worry im not a pyscho
i'll get over you soon
and thanks somehow
becuz if i havent been through all this
i wouldnt learnt the principles of life

11:52 PM
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