Monday, May 25, 2009
trickle 123 splats drop
pitter patter
hear it
my heart's crying
to hell with my exam scores
who cares bout it now
i went to sch today
and came home again
total adventure 15 mins
failure.
couldnt even stand for more than 10 mins
failure.
couldnt breathe after awhile
failure.
voicebox did unwind itself alil
one tick
talked to marsions
super big tick
imagine a call from your own bestfr
telling you the clique
that you were reliant on
am sorry for what they did
and are going in for a period of time
i laugh matter of fact i chuckled
thats one sign of insanity
is there any better publication of it
i lost it all
isnt it great
and what do you expect me to think or do
im not the judge
i cant warrant all of you
free to go
i am instead
being tied down
and will be haunted
im slam shut
case close
on my own
every single one of you
selfish.
have you even thought
what will happen to me
im feeling fear
im scared
you know i rely on the presence of you guys alot
more than what supposed to
so what now
you push me off the edge and tell me
there's no inflated cushion below
i cry
everyone says crying doesnt help
of course i know it wouldnt help
but i nvr hide my emotions
its a tiring thing to do
i talked to mummy bout scores
im taking one step out
i wouldnt give up
mummy you will stay on to see
my promise to you
im so scared
anyone who attacks me now
i'll fall
i dont have strength now
i have to rebuild
i carried alil hope
merely wishing i wouldnt lose it all
but i did
i doubt we be ever complete again
no use of lex coming back either
lost it all
i keep losing
every small thing
money
time
people
whats next
i need assurance
but there seems to be no one
no one whose there
pitter patter
hear it
my heart's crying
to hell with my exam scores
who cares bout it now
i went to sch today
and came home again
total adventure 15 mins
failure.
couldnt even stand for more than 10 mins
failure.
couldnt breathe after awhile
failure.
voicebox did unwind itself alil
one tick
talked to marsions
super big tick
imagine a call from your own bestfr
telling you the clique
that you were reliant on
am sorry for what they did
and are going in for a period of time
i laugh matter of fact i chuckled
thats one sign of insanity
is there any better publication of it
i lost it all
isnt it great
and what do you expect me to think or do
im not the judge
i cant warrant all of you
free to go
i am instead
being tied down
and will be haunted
im slam shut
case close
on my own
every single one of you
selfish.
have you even thought
what will happen to me
im feeling fear
im scared
you know i rely on the presence of you guys alot
more than what supposed to
so what now
you push me off the edge and tell me
there's no inflated cushion below
i cry
everyone says crying doesnt help
of course i know it wouldnt help
but i nvr hide my emotions
its a tiring thing to do
i talked to mummy bout scores
im taking one step out
i wouldnt give up
mummy you will stay on to see
my promise to you
im so scared
anyone who attacks me now
i'll fall
i dont have strength now
i have to rebuild
i carried alil hope
merely wishing i wouldnt lose it all
but i did
i doubt we be ever complete again
no use of lex coming back either
lost it all
i keep losing
every small thing
money
time
people
whats next
i need assurance
but there seems to be no one
no one whose there
Labels: breathless
10:35 PM