Sunday, May 17, 2009
*#&@*^#*&#(%@^#%@#
phucked up
i had fever ystd night
was crying on the phone to bestfr
he fucking screwed like me
he didnt know what to do to help me
i didnt know what to do to help him either
went to sleep at 4 plus
woke up at 12 plus
stupid dream i have
but the rest wasnt enough
damn fatigue
started crying for no reason
mummy got pissed
she thinks its over some guy
urghhh im just emotional okay
i wouldnt kill myself uh mummy
wallow at home
till finally bestfr call
went henderson market
frigging idiots
his friends broke into shop and save's storage
took alot of vodka and beer
sober enough to know
drink so many times in a row
sure drunk one
so i tried
but i felt sick instead of drunk
*#^&*&*^@$*&#^$
just reached home
wanting to change and go east coast
told gab going his bbq one
and now is super freaking late alr
going for second round there
his stupid friend think i drunk
or dont understand dialect
say why i look so pekchek
like F uh
isnt it still the existence of
guys.
chester also dont wanna say much
he's in deep shit
who knows bestfriends like us
always get into deep shit tgt one
but mine easier to get out of
yours is harder
super shag
the
idiot
at
the
chalet.
he
really
reminds
me
of
someone
badly
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