Sunday, May 3, 2009

mummy's sick
i pray for her to recover soon
stayed up late last night
talking to rini and nad
cried so hard my lungs hurt
went to slp without knowingly again
i lived in my room today
stone sleep study skate
finally at 10 i thought could sneak out
plans for vodka session with inc clique
got disrupted by pa
he knew i havent eaten the whole day
he insist to make me eat out with him
i went
there went my vodka for cure
im sorry for not being there LC
i'll get that guy i promise
he will pay for what he did
feb im sorry i cant be there for you
stay strong
we'll talk at 3 tonight
i'll be here with nad
i feel useless helpless
i cant be there for whoever that needs me
these were ppl who was there
to put up with all my crap
yet i cant be there physically for them
i pushed every possible thought of you
out of my head today
i need to build myself up somemore
lex
i much rather prefer you didnt come back
i pray for her to recover soon
stayed up late last night
talking to rini and nad
cried so hard my lungs hurt
went to slp without knowingly again
i lived in my room today
stone sleep study skate
finally at 10 i thought could sneak out
plans for vodka session with inc clique
got disrupted by pa
he knew i havent eaten the whole day
he insist to make me eat out with him
i went
there went my vodka for cure
im sorry for not being there LC
i'll get that guy i promise
he will pay for what he did
feb im sorry i cant be there for you
stay strong
we'll talk at 3 tonight
i'll be here with nad
i feel useless helpless
i cant be there for whoever that needs me
these were ppl who was there
to put up with all my crap
yet i cant be there physically for them
i pushed every possible thought of you
out of my head today
i need to build myself up somemore
lex
i much rather prefer you didnt come back
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