Sunday, May 31, 2009
look loser *points at the loser
and figured the reflection's me
im the one
went vivo with papa mummy and roy
they shopped for clothes
i kinda plastered a smile for them
i see cliques in the arcade
i dont even bother checking out
to see if Basil and co are around
then mummy felt sick
so we came home
but i didnt feel like staying home
i bused to plaza sing
i walked about
yeah
on my own
like some no life loser
all the bengxz starestare
and kazzie chased me
i played catching with his big clique
i just didnt wanna hang with them
the bengxz and lianxz
i daydreamed in front of the drums
and the guy intro-ed me the new set
i told him curtly im just looking around
aint buying a set
cant he tell
im ALONE
and i drank lotsa coke
and i bought mcflurry
and sat down outside on my own
watched some dance crew competition
and i bused home
went past the skatepark on the way
didnt bother stopping to catch up with the peeps
i didnt bring my phone either
and i made it back home
trip out on my own
kinda pathetic
but
i didnt think alot
being out was really refreshing
the presence of ppl around
though i dont know them
but its better off than to be alone in my room
where i start to miss them
i think i'll just get use being on my own
finding friends seems hard
and i dont need a boyfr to stand by me
so kazzie shld stop introducing me bengxz
i rather die than to date one
yeah i'll be fine
i should be
Labels: lex's the only one left
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