Tuesday, May 26, 2009
im still on mc today
though today i felt much better
total 7 days mc already
and this sickness brought me
nothing but attacks
at least i lost weight
went over to chester hse after dinner
he looked so tired
for once i looked at him
and realised
it will be sometime again before i see him
they'r going in for hearing tmr
i wished i can be there
auntie wouldnt be going
she said she given up
im just lost for words now
maybe soon i'll find back words
to describe what i feel now
and ks having chalet now
must be having fun drinking
im just not recovered enough to be there
im scared
nico's in hospital
overdosage of pills
silly boy did it out of stress
gotta visit him soon
one by one
everyone seems to be leaving me
im tired
unprepared still to face all these
though today i felt much better
total 7 days mc already
and this sickness brought me
nothing but attacks
at least i lost weight
went over to chester hse after dinner
he looked so tired
for once i looked at him
and realised
it will be sometime again before i see him
they'r going in for hearing tmr
i wished i can be there
auntie wouldnt be going
she said she given up
im just lost for words now
maybe soon i'll find back words
to describe what i feel now
and ks having chalet now
must be having fun drinking
im just not recovered enough to be there
im scared
nico's in hospital
overdosage of pills
silly boy did it out of stress
gotta visit him soon
one by one
everyone seems to be leaving me
im tired
unprepared still to face all these
Labels: never ending medicine to take
10:27 PM