HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUZZAR
happy belated birthday now

on the phone with ks till 3
he made me smile after crying

which idiot cries before and on her birthday
me.
im the one.

went school
thank school babes for wishing me
and to the class
thanks for suprising me with the song

thanks to ks who cheered me up
and thanks to his friend jack for wishing me too

thanks to lex friend who wished me
today after school downstairs my block

thanks to jie who wished me
and i cried on the bus cuz i miss having her

thanks to benedict nad shannon
who wished me before my birthday

thanks to shanice for remembering
up till this age, <3

thanks to LC her gran and Tes
for letting me have a fun tuition

thanks to roy for wishing me
and i swear being such a nice brudder today

thanks to nico, BC, Gab, Leon
who wished me in the afternoon

thanks to INC CLIQUE
for the time spent at great world just now

thanks to mummy and papa
for the cake
for giving birth to me
for tolerating all my shiat

super thanks to AH CHEK
he's a real good friend i swear
thanks for putting me up all the time

thanks to eugene who promised a sweet 17
sabi and joeh who wished me on FB
leo who wished me online
kelvin who wished me online ystd night

thanks to everyone who
bothered
and
remembered

people who i thought will wish me
didnt
people who i thought wouldnt wish me
did

i didnt really have a happy day today
except when there was ppl's presence
its hollow and empty
tiring to hold back tears
but its not taboo to cry on birthdays isnt it


finally its over
there's no more excuse of being sad right
tmr im getting myself a deck
i should be happy.


the cherry on top of everything else
was
now i know which friend bothers and who doesnt

girls always wanted major sweet sixteen bash
i had the best time crying into my pillow
second best putting on a fake smile
third best throw up the vodka i received for present

im 16
its time to stop being a baby


im gonna find something
something that can make me happy for
like getting myself a new board
or i'll be stuck being sad forever

i wished for the hyper me to be back

im still building up myself
from the bad fall someone gave me
but i know i can do it

he's such a coward
i must have been blind

12:00 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUZZAR
happy belated birthday now

on the phone with ks till 3
he made me smile after crying

which idiot cries before and on her birthday
me.
im the one.

went school
thank school babes for wishing me
and to the class
thanks for suprising me with the song

thanks to ks who cheered me up
and thanks to his friend jack for wishing me too

thanks to lex friend who wished me
today after school downstairs my block

thanks to jie who wished me
and i cried on the bus cuz i miss having her

thanks to benedict nad shannon
who wished me before my birthday

thanks to shanice for remembering
up till this age, <3

thanks to LC her gran and Tes
for letting me have a fun tuition

thanks to roy for wishing me
and i swear being such a nice brudder today

thanks to nico, BC, Gab, Leon
who wished me in the afternoon

thanks to INC CLIQUE
for the time spent at great world just now

thanks to mummy and papa
for the cake
for giving birth to me
for tolerating all my shiat

super thanks to AH CHEK
he's a real good friend i swear
thanks for putting me up all the time

thanks to eugene who promised a sweet 17
sabi and joeh who wished me on FB
leo who wished me online
kelvin who wished me online ystd night

thanks to everyone who
bothered
and
remembered

people who i thought will wish me
didnt
people who i thought wouldnt wish me
did

i didnt really have a happy day today
except when there was ppl's presence
its hollow and empty
tiring to hold back tears
but its not taboo to cry on birthdays isnt it


finally its over
there's no more excuse of being sad right
tmr im getting myself a deck
i should be happy.


the cherry on top of everything else
was
now i know which friend bothers and who doesnt

girls always wanted major sweet sixteen bash
i had the best time crying into my pillow
second best putting on a fake smile
third best throw up the vodka i received for present

im 16
its time to stop being a baby


im gonna find something
something that can make me happy for
like getting myself a new board
or i'll be stuck being sad forever

i wished for the hyper me to be back

im still building up myself
from the bad fall someone gave me
but i know i can do it

he's such a coward
i must have been blind

12:00 AM
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