Tuesday, April 28, 2009
i read this girl's blog
chester told me to go read
oh please im a shorty
call me all you want
i dont really give a damn
if you hate me knowing your outside friends
what makes me think i dont
im a bad taste to ppl?
what bout you? you taste delicious?
i doubt so
i'll nvr forget
you ruined my 14th birthday
im phucked up
i learnt a great big lesson
im nvr gonna do stupid thing like this
EVER AGAIN
im gonna "turn in" tmr
god am i given a chance
i promise i will not do it again
god i leave the rest in your hands
im too tired to care
i just realised i could do well for studies
and lead a great less stressful life
but i ruin it
stupid me
tmr is the day
its judgement day for me tmr
im going to hell
vodka + panadols
will definetly do the job
and i miss jie
i saw her today with some ew.
that person will never possess the power i have
to make jie laugh
when her tears are still wet on her face
im not worth for you anymore
i just want everything to end
once upon a time
at that moment
a little girl will be turning 16 the day after
but she's doubtful of hanging on till then
she wants to leave yet stay
she is helpless
i never thought of dying for real
till today
i dont want to either
but im sick of everything
i pray that god will lead me out of it
before i put the decision to actions
Labels: to die is the best way
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