Wednesday, April 29, 2009
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday happy birthday
happy birthday to me
i dont feel happy.
not one bit.
not at all.
im turning 16 in a moment
i cried just now
mummy says birthdays are
no big deals
and she doesnt want me to go out celebrate
i cried, she call me to go die
i feel hollower than hollow
its my birthday
i dont feel any happiness
yet i know
i have to go sch tmr
with a huge plastered smile
cut me up
its empty inside
the reasons aint cuz i cant celebrate
my birthdays were always plain
im long used
but there's just nothing
to be happy over
im a saddist
i suck man
i need to smack myself awake
i need to stop being a baby
becuz at age 16
i should be more matured
i thank those that stood by me
truly appreciate it
i wonder how it be like tmr
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