Tuesday, March 17, 2009
went to tiong
sat with LC and IJ(michelle)
talked abit and LC come stir my mind
but i stayed determined
they left i stayed to wait alone
i sat really long with my headphones on
sat till the voice inside me screaming
telling me to just leave
cuz its been 2 hours of wait
but i stayed
this shows how stupidly in love i am with you
my tears were threatening to fall
i held them back with all my will
but i was crying for myself on the inside
at 5 i stood up and left my seat
i went to wash up
and told myself if i you dont come in the next 10 mins
im walking off
and so when i walked out you called
you asked me why
but i kept quiet
we walked and you brought me home
on the way home i used my courage
to tell you again but it didnt sound serious i suppose
i told you indirectly you dont seem bothered much nowadays
you kept silent
my insides were churning
behind my smile and understanding words
i need you to tell me
there's nothing wrong
you dont hold my hand anymore
im the one putting my hand in yours
im always the one hugging you before you go
they say if its painful i shld let you go
but no, im stupidly in love with you now
im staying for you
and stupid krab stop harassing me
Labels: i need you
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