Saturday, March 7, 2009
my computer broke down
again.
communication through phone
school was krazy
im outta cheer
me and nad gonna sit and do nothin
sch clique fought and recovered
im dissapointed in you, my friend
just. be. yourself.
and damn everyone that bitched about jon and me
idiotic fucktards, rawrrrr
and marsions, Inc clique
yes im fine, dont worry
thanks to the jokers and clowns
i really needed a smile
thanks for making me feel better really
hmm
maybe im being paranoid
but you know the past days
im feeling very uneasy
you seem so cold and distant at times
its like blowing hot and cold
maybe, maybe im really just being paranoid
i tell myself that so i wouldnt be sad when i think abt it
do you have any idea of how i feel
i dont know what you are feeling either
i dont know where you were, when i needed you
i wished you were there, but where'd you go
do i mean alot to you?
becuz i know that you mean alot to me
im missing you already
and the more distant i feel away from you
the more i want to see you
to assure myself, you'r still there
maybe im just being paranoid, but idontknow
there seems to be so little to say these days
the silence in the conversations
is deafening to my ears
they say it aint worth crying over you
or you being the reason why im sad
but i tell myself
i'v e already plunge into this whirlpool
iloveyou
and no matter what i'll stay strong
unless you choose to let me go
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