Thursday, March 26, 2009
i went sch
it was like back to normal
i didnt think bout jon
went macs to hang out for awhile
yes im still afraid to be alone
went tuition
LC transformed to a princess
she gonna get eddie soon, surprise
Tescelyn gonna get darren, sudden
hmm all the best my dearests
came home stoned
i just feel hollow
like suddenly no one's there now
everyone will be away during the weekend
how am i gonna pull through
i dont want to be by myself :(
sch was my pillar of support
yet im grounded
how great can my life get
haiz its just plain stupid
yes i'm much better now
but i still look at the ticking clock
to tire myself out
so i can go to slp without thinking
im trying so hard to stand up here
im being tough
but i suppose you got over it in a while's time
how unfair
Starts With Goodbye
i was sitting on my doorstep
i hung up the phone and it fell out of my hand
but i knew i had to do it
and he wouldnt understand
so hard to see myself without him
i felt a piece of my heart break
but when you'r standing at a cross road
there's a choice you gotta make
i guess its gonna have to hurt
i guess im gonna have to cry
and let go of things i've loved
to get to the other side
i guess its gonna break me down
like falling when you'r trying to fly
its sad
but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life
starts with goodbye
i know there's a blue horizon
somewhere up ahead
just waiting for me
getting there means leaving things behind
sometime life's so bitter sweet
im half healed
Labels: be tough
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