Tuesday, March 10, 2009
the day started out gloomy
i tried not to think
you wasnt suppose to distract me this way
no, you arent even suppose to distract me
went about and everything
annoyed with people in school
give me back the time and effort
when i made the cookies
poor jo, please think carefully
i'll be there always okay
stupid cheer, gonna stayover tmr
stupid jerri
stupid me
stupid everybody
it turned from agony to anger
then slowly frowns to tears
maybe you can't see or feel
becuz i never showed you or let you know
im hurting on the inside
im afraid, im scared
scared that if i tell you
i might lose you
i've fallen to the extent that im afraid to lose you
i never expected for this to happen
but its all too late
i've really fell for you, its real
the heart shaped cookie broke
my real heart cracked too
are you gonna mend it back
but i doubt you have the time
friends said i should talk to you abt it
but no i was afraid things got worse
i was always protecting you from them
maybe its time to talk things out
im tired mending the holes myself
im telling myself that everything's fine
when i know its not
telling everyone that asked that we'r fine
but actually i didnt know the right words to describe us
for me to actually answer them
its just the distance apart maybe
the silence kept between us
the empty conversations we have
that lead to how im feeling now
are you getting tired of me already
or is there something between everything else
i need to see you tmr
i have to tell you everything
becuz i doubt you have the time to read this
you know i love you
i dont say it for the sake of saying
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11:07 PM