Wednesday, March 25, 2009
the day started off alright
I didnt cry though
I thought about you
I moaned to the clique
bout today's supposingly one month
they all went through it so they understood
thanks really for being there my friends
i still can remember
every detail and happening
exactly one month before today
of course after today
i should not think bout it anymore
at least i'll try my best not to
after school i called up people
I was desperate for companion
the phobia of being alone attacked me again
I went plaza sing with jo
she met up with luke
Monsie was with Naz
i felt extra
thanks jo for the ice cream
went to see the drums
played the pop-up-hit game
was hitting on the mouse and duck
with all my might
stupid stupid stupid me
i was dying not to go home
food just looks dizgusting to me now
i feel like throwing up
and stupid me i cried in the showers
so mummy wouldnt know
but today was really better
i didnt think that much
only until i was alone
then i had to fight war with my thoughts again
im in the process of healing
i hope to hear from you
show me you'll be there
wouldnt you
this sucks
i wish i stop being like this
i dont want to be like this
i hate to see myself like this
im being a luzzar now
Labels: stupid
11:01 PM