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Monday, February 9, 2009

Posted supposingly on sat, 7

Michelle ng wrote the below in BLACK
i answered in RED

sure u may THINK u noe everything abt me..
even better than myself..
but sumtimes i'm juz tired of u..
but i juz kept it inside..
don't try to make urself seem like such a gd fren..
i didnt MAKE myself to be a gd fr, im just being myself
like u r de best fren anyone can have..
sumtimes u r but most of de time,u r nt..
No one's perfect, i didnt said i was the best
u shld juz get someone like jocelyn to b ur best fren..
Dont tell me what to do,
she's sooo much better than me anyway rite..
DONT put words into my mouth
if u r so tired of putting up wid me,den don't..
Yeah i wasnt intending to
i'm nt pointing a gun to ur head,asking u to tolerate me wad..
did u ever notice tt i was alone?
did u even notice tt nobody was talking to me?
yeah i AINT blind alright
u always complain abt ppl assuming things
but did u ever stop n c if u were one of them as well?
yeah im sure i am one of them too
u may shut up when i'm pissed..
but i'm reali sori if i've hurt ur feelings
wid my blunt words n my fucked up attitude..

u noe everytime whenever i fight wid best
de entire clique seems to b on her side..
so you trying to say they nvr once stood by you?
no one would actually talk to me or acknowledge me
unless we're like alone or smth..
thats what you think
its always her having sumone there when she's alone..
If i dont look like a loner then you must be wrong
you think im always with people
you shld do a check up on my life
but for me,its like i'm ignored..like i'm nt there..
sure they don't talk to me when i get pissed
bcoz i SNAP at ppl..
glad that you realise it yourself now
sumtimes i think jocelyn belongs to de clique more than i do..
thats only what you think
did anyone ask me how i feel?
NO.did anyone ask if i was ok?sometimes YES.
did anyone notice me when i'm walking by myself?
we aint all blind
we ask one another but we all dont know why
it was better to leave a fuming person alone
i don't think so.actually,wad m i to de clique man?
a lingerung spirit issit?
thats what you think
you even think so lowly of yourself

i seriously dont understand why
Nad put Michelle as vice cheer cap man...
maybe she's her fren but she cant even dance?
thanks for your comment
much less do a body roll..my gosh..
i know you can roll your body way better isnt it
i think joeh is better than Michelle as vice cheer cap
cuz she can dance and do a body roll
thanks i'll convey the msg to joeh

yeah im staying calm
everyone thinks its childish
i got no comments for it

you know what i tell myself
i HAVE to be strong
though i was on the verge of crying
i CANNOT be pulled down so easily
i Must not be a chicken that chickens out
because i can survive on my own
i will not be BROUGHT down
and of course i'll not do foolish things, lex

sadly i flunk every test for last year, when we did cheer
i thought i had what it takes
to be a vice cheer cap
but maybe i really aint good enough to be one
im not bitchy enough anyway thats a fact
but let me tell you
its not your words that makes me not wanna cheer
dont be too proud any earlier

i am a strong willed girl
i definetly can do it

WORDS CANT BRING ME DOWN
even though it kinda did for the first few seconds

if you'r my real friend
you shld be happy for me
becuz i feel so anew now
i never thought i can stand up on my own like today
i fall very easily in the past
but NOT now

i miss you too lex

10:47 PM

Monday, February 9, 2009

Posted supposingly on sat, 7

Michelle ng wrote the below in BLACK
i answered in RED

10:47 PM
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