Monday, February 9, 2009
im really on my own now
i went to school troubled
but i played cool
didnt bother talking much
cuz i dont see a need to
you seem mature
but actually the childish one is you
i just dont wanna waste my time
bothering bout stuff or ppl like you
only pri sch kids plays friendship games like that
whats said is already said
i dont bear grudges really
but this time its just hmm how shld i say
overboard, though it passed.
just to let you know
the words will replay time to time in me again
i merely wanted to find someone
someone to acc me to get things
but NO everyone was bloody busy
they didnt bother at all
i was so angry i felt like stabbing everyone and myself
this was how bad it was
but of course im not stupid to hurt myself
i cabbed home and teared in anger
no one's there anymore
with da ge and peiling going in
im really on my bloody own
i cant expect chester to always be by me
sch is getting tougher for him now in JC
i really just have to be on my own now
this situation is different from before
because this time im on my own with no one
unlike the past even when im alone
i know i still can count on these people
but now they'r no longer there
Msg to my female friends:
Drama is a situation that girls create themselves
based on JEALOUSY
for example when a grp of friends go out
they are suppose to be out enjoying the time
whereby everyone hangs out and play tgt
NOT
how one and another is trying
to wear more attention taking clothes than the other
its just twisted thinking
people like that shouldnt be hanging out with the rest
hang out for the sake of having fun tgt
not trying to compete who stands out more
Im showing everyone i can do it
but now i doubt if i really can
Labels: nights are growing longer
11:04 PM