Friday, January 16, 2009
im begging you please dont go
lex, i will miss you so much
the clique will miss you terribly
dont board the plane, dont do
i dont wanna lose anyone anymore
whose gonna be there after you go?
lex, dont leave :(
had a farewell dinner at seoul garden
i started crying when we sat down
which made peiling cried too
everyone ate alot, i couldnt
i tried, pulled a smile for lex
went to chester house
slacked awhile and came home
the boys are clubbing tgt for the last night
im utterly upset
everything's upside down
i dont wanna be alone
im afraid to be alone
i wish there is someone different
that will stand by me now
but wait, everyone's too busy to bother
so i should bloody bang the wall
and faint so i wouldnt trouble ppl
11:28 PM