Monday, January 5, 2009
i just want to be happy
school sucks(as usual)
mummy let me use computer
(L) thank you mummy
she help me alter uniform also
disappointed in domic
pleaze im so glad im your sis
or you effed me already
dont feel like elaborating emotions
for any time to come now
cuz im afraid to hurt people around
and myself
Thinking out loud-Lesley Roy
I've been loosing my mind
I've been living a lie
I've been running away for so long
I try to put on a face
And cover my heart
But I'm needing it now so bad
[chorus]
I don't know how I feel
Maybe I'm mad, or maybe I'm proud
Can't find the truth, can't speak my mind
Don't know what I say, I'm just thinking out loud
Thinking out loud
No, no I can't explain
What's happened to me
I feel like I'm right and wrong
Inside everything's upside down
Everything's spinning around
And it's freaking me out
[chorus]
If only for a day
I could be free
I bet you'd feel the same
If you were me
I'm gonna spit it out
Just let go
I've been loosing my mind
I've been living a lie
I've been running away for so long
I don't know how I feel
Maybe I'm mad, or maybe I'm proud
Can't find the truth, can't speak my mind
I don't know what I say, I'm just thinking out loud
I've been running away for so long
I try to put on a face
And cover my heart
But I'm needing it now so bad
[chorus]
I don't know how I feel
Maybe I'm mad, or maybe I'm proud
Can't find the truth, can't speak my mind
Don't know what I say, I'm just thinking out loud
Thinking out loud
No, no I can't explain
What's happened to me
I feel like I'm right and wrong
Inside everything's upside down
Everything's spinning around
And it's freaking me out
[chorus]
If only for a day
I could be free
I bet you'd feel the same
If you were me
I'm gonna spit it out
Just let go
I've been loosing my mind
I've been living a lie
I've been running away for so long
I don't know how I feel
Maybe I'm mad, or maybe I'm proud
Can't find the truth, can't speak my mind
I don't know what I say, I'm just thinking out loud
9:34 PM